| | So I've discovered this weekend that my mood is very dependant upon how much sleep I get. I was up till 6 am on Saturday after getting up early for work on Friday. I ended up going to a party Friday night and so by the time I actually crawled into bed the sun was coming up. Of course mom called me at 10:30 am and of course I didn't go back to sleep till that night. Last night I went to bed late cause I was bonding with the roomies and then I talked to Drew a bit while he was driving during the night. The weekend was all worth it but today I feel poopy. Gotta make sure I get plenty of sleep tonight.
It was fun going to the party. It always takes me a couple times to warm up but I need to constantly crawl out of my hole and make friends and have fun. Drew wasn't there so that was kinda a bummer but I still had fun with Mike and Phil. One of these days I'm gonna have to put pictures of my roomates on here. I've been blessed with such awesome ones. I seriously couldn't have asked for better. I love them to death and am seriously gonna cry buckets when I have to leave them 
I don't get to see Drew for two weeks which stinks but the plus side of it is that I think he'll be done with his current assignment so I hopefully will be able to see him more often then. Please keep the both of us in prayer because it looks like we will be moving up to Marquette this fall. We both need to figure out places to live, jobs, etc. I've moved so much and although I feel like quite a pro there is all the small stuff that I am sweating. I know things will fall into places wherever we are supposed to be but the whole lot has kinda got my panties in a twist. God provides and I survive and that's all I need to know.
Last night I watched the final 3 episodes of Gray's Anatomy and just realized once again how badly I want to go to school. I can't even honestly begin to explain just how bad I want it. I've never wanted anything so badly in my life before and It's like being in 100% humidity and not being able to breath. I don't know why God has put such a passion for medicine into my life but I would love more than anything in this entire world to get my LPN and then in a couple of years to get my RN. This has been a desire for about 5 years or so now. To think that I'll never be able to accomplish this is the worst feeling ever. I feel like a failure but I honestly wouldn't take back a single experience that I've had in my life. I'm 22 and you know what? I'm ok with that. Right now I'm doing what I should be and that is paying off debts of mine and saving up money. This way that I am not weighed down by anything. And if someone does want to marry me some day.....my schooling won't matter. It shouldn't diminish my intelligence or the person that I am. I duno....just some stuff that's been on my mind lately.
Well, I'm gonna do some stuff online....nothing to do at work today so I'm just looking forward to go home.
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